Friday, September 23, 2011

Reflecting on a sudo singleness.

This will be the first time my wife and I have spent a couple of nights away from each other, its a very weird feeling. There is a sense of the old times when all I had to worry about is my self, but after the 3 hours of video games and the junk food I realize something is missing. I can't dull my senses with games for ever and that void in my being that she fills with her essence there in the same room as me is empty, very empty. It's strange you never really realize how attached you are to some one until they are not around; you hear this all the time and it's never truer until its you in those shoe's. Sleeping could be interesting, not being able to feel the warmth of a body close to mine, which is something I have grown quite accustomed to. Well I can say I will definitely miss her but the best part is we are only apart for a few days. Plus its a good reason she is gone (to see her mom and siblings). She knows I love her and I know she is praying for me right now.